i'll be there

funny how i saw you by accident last week, sniffer.

i knew i was at the right place and at the right time.

coz if i wasn't there, you would've gone home really pissed off with no one to talk to. i hope seeing me made you feel even just a bit better.

you couldn't thank me enough for staying up 'til the wee hours of the morning just to listen to you rant. haha!

truth is, i thank you for wanting to talk to me after what you've been through that day. i do appreciate it.

and i'm glad i was able to be there for you even for just a few hours.

that was my way of showing you that i care so much about you.

***

you were still worried about the risk.

i wasn't.

i wanna let you know that it's ok now. there's no more risk. no more worries for you. or for me.

***

i found out so much about you again. about your work, about the last person you dated, about how you wanted your wedding rings to be.

your wedding rings kinda made me think. and i thought it was cool.

i'd just have to imagine them done on me though...

***

my heart skipped a beat when you asked for a kiss. i tried to avoid it and see how you'd react. you still wanted it.

i'm glad you still do.

***

this week gave me a lot to think about though.

i had dreams about you. dreams about the risk that we went through. and i felt sad and irritated knowing that even your schedule was normal again, you didn't even bother to see me or send me a message.

is there something wrong again?

i hope not.

i miss you, sniffer.


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