My Greatest Flaw
by D'Sound
Am I such a drooling fool, that all I ever think of is you?
And am I such a ludicrous girl, to make you the center of my world?
Spring time has come and gone again
When my phone rings, I hope that it's you
although I shouldn’t want it to
Because you… you are my greatest flaw
And I’m so ashamed to say, I’ll do it again everyday
You… You are my greatest flaw
I know that I am smart, but somebody tell my heart
I want to see you then I don’t
I jump into the feelings then I won’t
And when I do you're wasting my time
Trashing what is left of my spine
Summer is playing its greatest hits
Every Friday, I hope that we meet
although I shouldn’t wish for it
Because you… you are my greatest flaw
And I’m so ashamed to say,
I’ll do it again everyday
You… You are my greatest flaw
I know that I am smart, but somebody tell my heart
Didn’t I tell you so?
Didn’t you even know?
Didn’t I tell you so?
Yes I know…you’re my greatest flaw
Because you…
I know that I am smart, but somebody tell my heart
You… You are my greatest flaw…
And I’m so ashamed to say,
I’ll do it again everyday
You… You are my greatest flaw…
I know that I am smart, but somebody tell my heart
Monday, April 28, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
breakfast. kisses. and sniffs
i was really touched when you thought of having breakfast with me last week, sniffer.
even if our work schedule didn't agree, you even thought of having breakfast because you knew it was the only time that we'd be able to meet up.
i felt like you really missed me already.
but the breakfast didn't push through.
it made me sad. did it make you sad?
***
i asked to see you last weekend. you were at work yet you agreed to see me even if you were already tired. i appreciate that.
but when we met up, you were so distant. i don't understand it.
again, i felt that feeling of disconnection, that feeling of just being friends.
don't get me wrong. i'm glad that we are friends. but it was way too casual. way too casual for two people who are supposed to be "dating".
i guess i got so used to you being so sweet and so affectionate in the beginning.
and, now, are you withdrawing it?
***
i asked you if you missed me.
i was just waiting for simple answer, that you did.
but you gave me a sarcastic answer. and i started to get scared.
***
i told you you were becoming a bit distant lately, and you couldn't answer me.
you just whined, laughed and told me we'll just have coffee one of these days.
i felt more scared.
***
when you brought me home, i asked for a hug. twice. i couldn't feel you.
and then i kissed you. on the lips.
and it broke my heart.
because i didn't feel you at all, sniffer.
i didn't feel you respond.
***
why is this happening?
sniffer, please don't break my heart.
at least not this way.
.
even if our work schedule didn't agree, you even thought of having breakfast because you knew it was the only time that we'd be able to meet up.
i felt like you really missed me already.
but the breakfast didn't push through.
it made me sad. did it make you sad?
***
i asked to see you last weekend. you were at work yet you agreed to see me even if you were already tired. i appreciate that.
but when we met up, you were so distant. i don't understand it.
again, i felt that feeling of disconnection, that feeling of just being friends.
don't get me wrong. i'm glad that we are friends. but it was way too casual. way too casual for two people who are supposed to be "dating".
i guess i got so used to you being so sweet and so affectionate in the beginning.
and, now, are you withdrawing it?
***
i asked you if you missed me.
i was just waiting for simple answer, that you did.
but you gave me a sarcastic answer. and i started to get scared.
***
i told you you were becoming a bit distant lately, and you couldn't answer me.
you just whined, laughed and told me we'll just have coffee one of these days.
i felt more scared.
***
when you brought me home, i asked for a hug. twice. i couldn't feel you.
and then i kissed you. on the lips.
and it broke my heart.
because i didn't feel you at all, sniffer.
i didn't feel you respond.
***
why is this happening?
sniffer, please don't break my heart.
at least not this way.
.
Friday, April 18, 2008
coffee and jealousy
you almost pissed me off that weekend when we were supposed to have coffee.
and i tried not to expect anything anymore. i tried not to mind it.
funny how you made it up to me the next day.
i was so glad you saw me that day coz i knew you'd be surprised at how i looked. was i pretty for you that day, sniffer?
i knew i was.
***
you thought that what i was supposed to give you was the news that we will be anticipating something soon.
was it just me or did that look in your eyes really gave a glimmer of disappointment when i said that we weren't?
you made a joke about that risk. you said you tried to make it happen.
sniffer, deep inside, i tried too. i was hopeful too. even for just a bit. even if we weren't ready.
***
it was your mom's birthday that day. i was happy you wanted to make her feel special by giving her flowers. that was so sweet of you.
***
there was a little flip in my heart whenever you called me dear in front of other people, even people we didn't know.
and when you asked for my opinion on the shirts you were buying... i felt like a girlfriend. i had a giddy feeling, just like a little girl.
the sweet little things you do and say really make me happy, sniffer. i appreciate it a lot.
***
you asked me to have coffee again the next day. since it was a rare opportunity for us, i agreed to go.
but you made me so jealous. you even had to use my friend to make me feel so jealous!
why sniffer? why?!
and you laughed while i was reacting! you were having a grand time making me feel jealous!
i can't understand you.
***
there is one more thing though.
you weren't so sweet anymore. it felt like i was with a friend that day, just a friend.
it was a complete turnaround.
i don't understand.
.
and i tried not to expect anything anymore. i tried not to mind it.
funny how you made it up to me the next day.
i was so glad you saw me that day coz i knew you'd be surprised at how i looked. was i pretty for you that day, sniffer?
i knew i was.
***
you thought that what i was supposed to give you was the news that we will be anticipating something soon.
was it just me or did that look in your eyes really gave a glimmer of disappointment when i said that we weren't?
you made a joke about that risk. you said you tried to make it happen.
sniffer, deep inside, i tried too. i was hopeful too. even for just a bit. even if we weren't ready.
***
it was your mom's birthday that day. i was happy you wanted to make her feel special by giving her flowers. that was so sweet of you.
***
there was a little flip in my heart whenever you called me dear in front of other people, even people we didn't know.
and when you asked for my opinion on the shirts you were buying... i felt like a girlfriend. i had a giddy feeling, just like a little girl.
the sweet little things you do and say really make me happy, sniffer. i appreciate it a lot.
***
you asked me to have coffee again the next day. since it was a rare opportunity for us, i agreed to go.
but you made me so jealous. you even had to use my friend to make me feel so jealous!
why sniffer? why?!
and you laughed while i was reacting! you were having a grand time making me feel jealous!
i can't understand you.
***
there is one more thing though.
you weren't so sweet anymore. it felt like i was with a friend that day, just a friend.
it was a complete turnaround.
i don't understand.
.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
ME-ology
Q: What is your salad dressing of choice?
A. Vinaigrettes
Q: What is/are your favorite fast food restaurant/s?
A. Wendy's, McDonald's, KFC, Burger King, Jollibee and Burger Machine
Q: What is/are your favorite sit-down restaurant/s?
A. Cafe Mediterranean, Ebun, Kitchen, Recipes and C2
Q: On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A. around 20, goes up if I'm really happy with the service
Q: What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of it?
A: salads, nachos, chicken & seafood
Q: What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A. white cheese and seafood
Q: What do you like to put on your toast?
A. either cream cheese, blueberry jam or orange marmalade
TECHNOLOGY
Q: What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A: the new Sex and the City Movie wallpapers
Q: How many televisions are in your house?
A. 2
BIOLOGY
Q: Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A. rightie
Q: Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A. teeth and other stuff that's suppposed to be removed
Q: What is the last heavy item you lifted?
A. my bag! hahahaha!
Q: Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A. oh yes!
BULLCRAPOLOGY
Q: If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A. half of me wants to
Q: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A. I like my name but some people said 'Sophia' fits me
Q: What color do you think looks best on you?
A. reds, pinks, summer and beach colors, earth colors, black and white... hehe.
Q: Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A. uhm... yeah.
Q: Have you ever saved someone’s life?
A. i hope so :)
Q: Has someone ever saved yours?
A. most definitely :)
DAREOLOGY
Q: Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A. sige, haha!
Q: Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000
A. NO WAY!
Q: Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A. hmmm pwede...
Q: Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A. well, if it were Anne Leibovitz taking it and the magazine would have to be something like Vanity Fair... I'd probably consider it, haha!
Q: Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A. oh no, please... no!
Q: Would you, without fear of punishment, take a humans life for $1,000,000?
A. NEVER.
DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
A. Nothing.
Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A. Ahahaha!
Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A. neither. how about tiles?
Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A. stand
Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A. 3
Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
A. yesterday morning
Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A. I want to be the Queen when I grow up ;P
Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8?
A. top 8 of...?
LASTOLOGY
Q: Last friend you talked to?
A. tren
Q: Last person who called you?
A. keith
Q: Person you hugged?
A. uhm... it wasn't a person. It was a dog :)
Q: Person you kissed?
A. uhm... my sniffer :)
FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number?
A. 1 & 8
Q: Season?
A: Summer! Summer! Summer!
CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
A. YES!
Q: Mood?
A. Bored and anxious and excited and a bit feisty :)
Q: Listening to?
A: Sandwich's Thanks to the Moon's Gravitational Pull on iTunes
Q: Watching?
A. my Computer Monitor?
Q: Worrying about?
A. when i'll see my sniffer again :(
RANDOMOLOGY
Q: First place you went this morning?
A. the bathroom
Q: What can you not wait to do?
A. get all the smooches and hugs soon! haha!
Q: What’s the last movie you saw?
A. One More Chance
Q: Do you smile often?
A: i smile when i feel like it :)
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A. i'd like to think i am :)
A. Vinaigrettes
Q: What is/are your favorite fast food restaurant/s?
A. Wendy's, McDonald's, KFC, Burger King, Jollibee and Burger Machine
Q: What is/are your favorite sit-down restaurant/s?
A. Cafe Mediterranean, Ebun, Kitchen, Recipes and C2
Q: On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A. around 20, goes up if I'm really happy with the service
Q: What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of it?
A: salads, nachos, chicken & seafood
Q: What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A. white cheese and seafood
Q: What do you like to put on your toast?
A. either cream cheese, blueberry jam or orange marmalade
TECHNOLOGY
Q: What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A: the new Sex and the City Movie wallpapers
Q: How many televisions are in your house?
A. 2
BIOLOGY
Q: Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A. rightie
Q: Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A. teeth and other stuff that's suppposed to be removed
Q: What is the last heavy item you lifted?
A. my bag! hahahaha!
Q: Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A. oh yes!
BULLCRAPOLOGY
Q: If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A. half of me wants to
Q: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A. I like my name but some people said 'Sophia' fits me
Q: What color do you think looks best on you?
A. reds, pinks, summer and beach colors, earth colors, black and white... hehe.
Q: Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A. uhm... yeah.
Q: Have you ever saved someone’s life?
A. i hope so :)
Q: Has someone ever saved yours?
A. most definitely :)
DAREOLOGY
Q: Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A. sige, haha!
Q: Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000
A. NO WAY!
Q: Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A. hmmm pwede...
Q: Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A. well, if it were Anne Leibovitz taking it and the magazine would have to be something like Vanity Fair... I'd probably consider it, haha!
Q: Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A. oh no, please... no!
Q: Would you, without fear of punishment, take a humans life for $1,000,000?
A. NEVER.
DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
A. Nothing.
Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A. Ahahaha!
Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A. neither. how about tiles?
Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A. stand
Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A. 3
Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
A. yesterday morning
Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A. I want to be the Queen when I grow up ;P
Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8?
A. top 8 of...?
LASTOLOGY
Q: Last friend you talked to?
A. tren
Q: Last person who called you?
A. keith
Q: Person you hugged?
A. uhm... it wasn't a person. It was a dog :)
Q: Person you kissed?
A. uhm... my sniffer :)
FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number?
A. 1 & 8
Q: Season?
A: Summer! Summer! Summer!
CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
A. YES!
Q: Mood?
A. Bored and anxious and excited and a bit feisty :)
Q: Listening to?
A: Sandwich's Thanks to the Moon's Gravitational Pull on iTunes
Q: Watching?
A. my Computer Monitor?
Q: Worrying about?
A. when i'll see my sniffer again :(
RANDOMOLOGY
Q: First place you went this morning?
A. the bathroom
Q: What can you not wait to do?
A. get all the smooches and hugs soon! haha!
Q: What’s the last movie you saw?
A. One More Chance
Q: Do you smile often?
A: i smile when i feel like it :)
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A. i'd like to think i am :)
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
50 blahs
Got this thing from Tetet (again!).
I'm getting bored.
I'm getting bored.
- First Name: Miss Mish
- Were You Named After Anyone: Mama Mary; St. Michael
- When was the last time you cried: 3 nights ago.
- Do you like your handwriting: well... it looks ok to me.
- What is your favorite lunch meat: chicken or fish
- Do you have kids: None yet. Someday soon, I hope.
- If you were another person would you be friends with you: Of course!
- Do you use sarcasm a lot: Depends on who I'm speaking with.
- You still have your tonsils: Yup.
- Would you bungee jump: I dunno... maybe :)
- What is your favorite cereal: Fitnesse with fruits or Carman's
- Do you untie your shoes when you take them off: Most of the time I don't.
- Do
you think you are strong: Physically? I can do a good punch. Mentally?
maybe. Spiritually? I dunno. Emotionally? I just discovered that I'm
stronger than I thought I was :)
- What's your favorite ice cream: Cebu Mactan's Passion Fruit Ice Cream! Yumyum!
- What is the first thing you notice about people: the eyes.
- red or pink: Red
- What
is the least favorite thing about yourself: that I tend to
procrastinate, can be so moody, so masungit, can space-out, tend to hold
back things that i should say and fear taking more risks.
- Highway or byway: Highway
- Do you want everyone to send this back to you: Not really.
- What color of pants and shoes are you wearing: gray pants and light blue stilettos
- What was the last thing you ate: cinnamon roll
- What are you listening to right now: Christmas Song by Dave Matthews' Band
- If you were a crayon, what color would you be: a plethora of colors.
- Favorite
smells: aroma of freshly ground and freshly brewed coffee; baby powder;
Elizabeth Arden's Green Tea; D&G's Light Blue; anything Armani or
Ralph Lauren for men. freshly washed laundry. fresh and clean scents.
- Who was the last person you talked to on the phone: Tito Chino Caluag
- Favorite drinks: water, wine and sugar-free vanilla soy latte
- Favorite sports to watch: basketball, soccer/football and swimming
- Hair Color: Black brown
- Eye Color: Black brown
- Do you wear contacts: yep.
- Favorite food: ayayay... anything with chicken, seafood and salads.
- Scary movies or happy endings: Happy endings
- Last Movie you watched: in the theatre - Across The Universe; on DVD - One More Chance
- What color of shirt are you wearing: Turquoise
- Summer or winter: Summer!
- hugs or kisses: definitely both ;P
- Favorite dessert: dark chocolate
- most likely to respond: to what?
- least likely to respond: to what?
- What book are you reading: starting on Plain Brown Wrapper
- Do you have a secret email buddy: nope
- Number of friends you tell everything to: a handful.
- What is on your mouse pad: I don’t have a mouse pad
- What did you watch on tv last night: didn't get to watch TV
- Favorite
sound: sound of the waves on a beach; a child's laughter; songs and
sounds that soothe me (and it doesn't necessarily mean they're not noise
to others); voices of people i miss and haven't seen in a while;
breathes and heartbeats.
- Rolling stones or beatles: shoot me. I can't choose one without the other.
- What is the furthest you have been from home: US of A
- Do you have a special talent: i have quite a few, i think.
- Where were you born: QC
- Whose answers are you looking forward to get back: is anyone supposed to send this back to me?
Friday, April 4, 2008
i'll be there
funny how i saw you by accident last week, sniffer.
i knew i was at the right place and at the right time.
coz if i wasn't there, you would've gone home really pissed off with no one to talk to. i hope seeing me made you feel even just a bit better.
you couldn't thank me enough for staying up 'til the wee hours of the morning just to listen to you rant. haha!
truth is, i thank you for wanting to talk to me after what you've been through that day. i do appreciate it.
and i'm glad i was able to be there for you even for just a few hours.
that was my way of showing you that i care so much about you.
***
you were still worried about the risk.
i wasn't.
i wanna let you know that it's ok now. there's no more risk. no more worries for you. or for me.
***
i found out so much about you again. about your work, about the last person you dated, about how you wanted your wedding rings to be.
your wedding rings kinda made me think. and i thought it was cool.
i'd just have to imagine them done on me though...
***
my heart skipped a beat when you asked for a kiss. i tried to avoid it and see how you'd react. you still wanted it.
i'm glad you still do.
***
this week gave me a lot to think about though.
i had dreams about you. dreams about the risk that we went through. and i felt sad and irritated knowing that even your schedule was normal again, you didn't even bother to see me or send me a message.
is there something wrong again?
i hope not.
i miss you, sniffer.
.
i knew i was at the right place and at the right time.
coz if i wasn't there, you would've gone home really pissed off with no one to talk to. i hope seeing me made you feel even just a bit better.
you couldn't thank me enough for staying up 'til the wee hours of the morning just to listen to you rant. haha!
truth is, i thank you for wanting to talk to me after what you've been through that day. i do appreciate it.
and i'm glad i was able to be there for you even for just a few hours.
that was my way of showing you that i care so much about you.
***
you were still worried about the risk.
i wasn't.
i wanna let you know that it's ok now. there's no more risk. no more worries for you. or for me.
***
i found out so much about you again. about your work, about the last person you dated, about how you wanted your wedding rings to be.
your wedding rings kinda made me think. and i thought it was cool.
i'd just have to imagine them done on me though...
***
my heart skipped a beat when you asked for a kiss. i tried to avoid it and see how you'd react. you still wanted it.
i'm glad you still do.
***
this week gave me a lot to think about though.
i had dreams about you. dreams about the risk that we went through. and i felt sad and irritated knowing that even your schedule was normal again, you didn't even bother to see me or send me a message.
is there something wrong again?
i hope not.
i miss you, sniffer.
.
hey, i miss your warmth
Even If
by Mojofly
I was just wondering what you're doing
It's been a while since i've seen you
Another day gone by without you
Another day of feeling blue
I never thought it'd be this way
My image of you changed my world
But i want you to know
I'm not looking for a one night stand
Dance with me come closer
I'll be the best you've ever had
Cause i've been trying for so long to tell you
You're the only one for me
Just say the words and i will be there
Even if you won't be comin' around
I know i'm not a saint
But the things you heard about me
Yeah you know they're not true
I think about you everyday
My intentions are clean
I'm not looking for a one night stand
Dance with me come closer
I'll be the best you've ever had
Cause i've been trying for so long to tell you
You're the only one for me
Just say the words and i will be there
Even if you won't be comin' around
Maybe i'm such a dreamer
But i know i can do this right
With you there's no tommorrow
I'm not looking for a one night stand
Dance with me come closer
I'll be the best you've ever had
Cause i've been trying for so long to tell you
You're the only one for me
Just say the words and i will be there
Even if you won't be comin' around
.
by Mojofly
I was just wondering what you're doing
It's been a while since i've seen you
Another day gone by without you
Another day of feeling blue
I never thought it'd be this way
My image of you changed my world
But i want you to know
I'm not looking for a one night stand
Dance with me come closer
I'll be the best you've ever had
Cause i've been trying for so long to tell you
You're the only one for me
Just say the words and i will be there
Even if you won't be comin' around
I know i'm not a saint
But the things you heard about me
Yeah you know they're not true
I think about you everyday
My intentions are clean
I'm not looking for a one night stand
Dance with me come closer
I'll be the best you've ever had
Cause i've been trying for so long to tell you
You're the only one for me
Just say the words and i will be there
Even if you won't be comin' around
Maybe i'm such a dreamer
But i know i can do this right
With you there's no tommorrow
I'm not looking for a one night stand
Dance with me come closer
I'll be the best you've ever had
Cause i've been trying for so long to tell you
You're the only one for me
Just say the words and i will be there
Even if you won't be comin' around
.
My Inkblot
Got this from my cousin rica
check yours at www.tickle.com
***
Michelle, your subconscious mind is driven most by Peace
You
are driven by a higher purpose than most people. You have a
deeply-rooted desire to facilitate peacefulness in the world. Whether
through subtle interactions with love ones, or through getting involved
in social causes, it is important to you to influence the world.check yours at www.tickle.com
***
Michelle, your subconscious mind is driven most by Peace
You are driven by a desire to encourage others to think about the positive side of things instead of focusing on the negative. The reason your unconscious is consumed by this might stem from an innate fear of war and turmoil. Thus, to avoid that uncomfortable place for you, your unconscious seeks out the peace in your environment.
Usually, the thing that underlies this unconscious drive is a deep respect for humankind. You care about the future of the world, even beyond your own involvement in it. As a result, your personal integrity acts as a surrogate for your deeper drive toward peace and guides you in daily life towards decisions that are respectful toward yourself and others.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Peace, there is much more to who you are at your core.
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Me (according to Google Image Search)
Interesting to see yourself through images from Google, haha! Thanks to Tetet for this survey (something I haven't done in a very long time!)
Let's see how this works.
Rule: Google Image Search your answers to the following. Get from the first picture only.
1. the age you will be next year (this year if you haven't had your birthday yet)
ok, now. i had to laugh at this. why? i feel like i'm having one right now! hahahaha!
hmmm, funny how it shows a seashore... yes, my oasis will always be the beach...
so i'm choosing the beach instead.
4. favorite object
well, it doesn't look exactly like this...
6. favorite animal(s)
but why the red algae? hmmm...
9. town in which you live
looks like an area near my high school
ok, now, my dog looked way cuter than this...
eh?
hmmm...
13. your first name
hmmm... must be a sign...
hmmm, sounds familiar...
soccer player again? i really should've joined the soccer team back in college
17. first job
coolness... as opposed to the image on my current job.
18. sport you play
hmmm, now there's a ring image again... hmmm...
19. favorite sweet treat – Super Dark Chocolate!
20. your plans for tomorrow – go to work early
oh well...
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
10 things...
In no particular order, here are the 10 things that recently made me happy...
1. cuddles
2. trying out new things
3. the company of really good friends
4. seeing apple happy and groovy
5. sharing a good home-cooked breakfast
6. a stray kitty brought home by my parents
7. a really good movie
8. meeting up with friends i haven't seen in a long while
9. the accidental meet-up with someone
1. cuddles
2. trying out new things
3. the company of really good friends
4. seeing apple happy and groovy
5. sharing a good home-cooked breakfast
6. a stray kitty brought home by my parents
7. a really good movie
8. meeting up with friends i haven't seen in a long while
9. the accidental meet-up with someone
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