i need a happy drug.

a sad morning is when you:

• wake up knowing that your pet dog is gone.
• suddenly remember 'him', knowing you both like dogs.
• look at your breakfast and see a bowl of chicken liver adobo on the table.
• miss 'him' all the more because you both love chicken liver.
• see your cat walk lazily across the room.
• can't avoid listening to your mom tell you about what happened to the family dog.
• realize that your dad's recklessness had to do with it.
• can't run away while your mom tells you that you need a new dog when all you feel is sadness & trauma in taking care of a new one.
• realize that you have to hurry to go to work but you're just not in the mood to do so.
• get pissed off at every person who does annoying things while bumping into you.
• know that you can't blurt out all those thoughts in your head to those annoying people coz it just isn't right.
• are really just sad & pissed off.