a rainy night in a bookstore

There's money in my wallet.
And it's part of my sad, sad budget.
Next door is Charles & Keith.
To resist them is a feat.


• there's a fine line between being contented and going after your heart's desires.


• I hope the rain fell on Angat Dam tonight, not here in Makati.


• amusing to see personalities in this place tonight. but then again, this is their turf.




i wish i had the luxury of time to read.

rehab.

i crave for you.

and i crave for that stolen snippet of happy feeling i get after i've consumed you.

without you, i'm supposed to be okay.

but it's eating me up whenever i resist you.

you've become my illegal substance.

So little time...

Try to understand that I'm trying to make a move just to stay in the game.
I try to stay awake and remember my name but everybody's changing and I don't feel the same...

Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly
One small sideways look and I feel so ungood
Somewhere along the way I think I gave you the power to make
Me feel the way I thought only my father could

Oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me
One forgotten birthday Im all but cooked
How these little abandonments seem to sting so easily
Im 13 again am I 13 for good?

I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
So unloved for someone so fine
I can feel so boring for someone so interesting
So ignorant for someone of sound mind

Oh these little protections how they fail to serve me
One forgotten phone call and Im deflated
Oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me
Your hand pulling away and Im devastated

When will you stop leaving baby?
When will I stop deserting baby?
When will I start staying with myself?

Oh these little projections how they keep springing from me
I jump my ship as I take it personally
Oh these little rejections how they disappear quickly
The moment I decide not to abandon me

- Alanis Morissette

Eh kung ITO ang babati sa umaga mo...

 

hindi ka ba manginginig sa tuwa??? :D
 
the MAHARLIKA album by Kenyo is recently nominated at the 23rd Awit Awards for Best Performance by a Group Recording Artists for the song Hanggang sa Muli, Best Song Written for Movie/TV/Stage Play for the song Alay na Alaala and Best Album Package!!!

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paano ko sasabihin sa'yo, paano ko ipaiintindi sa'yo na nalulungkot ako?

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paano ko sasabihin sa'yo, paano ko ipaiintindi sa'yo na nahulog ako?

paano ko sasabihin sa'yo, paano ko ipaiintindi sa'yo na nagmamahal ako?

the weekend of the new moon.

i wonder if last night was the first time you saw me after we last saw each other.
i wonder if you've been seeing me around but i just didn't see you and last night was the first time i did.
i wonder if we happened to literally bump into each other would you say hi or avoid me the way you did last night.

just so you know, i saw you last night. even if you tried to hide. even if you tried to avoid me.

i just pretended not to see you coz i knew you'd be uncomfortable.

i'm not mad at you. but i hope you had the courage to face me.


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I JUST GAVE BIRTH AGAIN :)

my triplets have arrived

Saying it in your head doesn't count.

"Maybe it was the champagne, the romantic music or the inspiring setting, but everyone at the wedding seemed to be drifting into an emotional haze. The Byronic air became more pronounced when the groom surprised his bride with an emotional video tribute celebrating their love and their union. And then I realized that I had not uttered the words "I love you" to anyone in two years. Two years - that's 24 months, 730 days, 17,520 hours and 1,051,200 minutes. Sure, I had fallen in and out of love with some men during that time but obviously, and frustratingly, none of those relationships ever evolved into a soul-edifying commitment..."

"While being single has its glorious moments - no fights to give you those damn unconcealable eye bags, no slutty women to fend off and no lies to digest - I guess at some point we all reach a dead end where being single is not such a party after all, and that the ultimate party is when there's someone else to share it with."

- Weddings and My (Love) Funerals
Celine Lopez, From Coffee to Cocktails

I'm 11 years, 5 months and counting.

Please stop the clock.

Adorable and sad.

Got this fwd, poor lil' things:

AT 120 DEGREES IN AUSTRALIA , IT WAS SO HOT FOR A WEEK THAT KOALAS WERE ASKING PEOPLE FOR WATER. IT’S NEVER BEEN SEEN BEFORE.

ONE WENT TO A HOUSE TO TRY TO HIDE FROM THE HEAT AND TO GET A BIT OF SHADE AND HERE’S WHAT HAPPENED WHEN THE OWNER GAVE HIM SOMETHING TO DRINK. IT’S REALLY CUTE.